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HER SIDE OF THE STORY:

He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar. I thought it might have
been my
fault because I was a bit late
but he didn't say anything much about it. I don't remember doing
anything to
make him upset, but could
tell there was something wrong.

The conversation was quite slow going, so I thought we should go off
somewhere more intimate so we could talk more privately.

We went to this restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny. I was
getting really worried, what did I do? What was bothering him? Was he
mad at
me?

I tried to cheer him up, but started to wonder what was bothering him.
Was
it me or something else? I asked him if he was upset with me, and he
said
no. But I wasn't really sure.


So anyway, in the cab on the way back to his house, I said that I love
him,
and he just put his arm around me! I didn't know what the hell that
meant
because, you know, he doesn't say it back or anything.


We finally got home and I was wondering if this gulf of understanding
could
be bridged. Why didn't he want to talk about this? So I tried to ask him
about it, but he just switched on the TV.

Why would he rather watch TV than talk to me? Reluctantly, I said I was
going to go to sleep, hoping he would get the hint that I was upset and
wanted to talk. I was so hurt that he was out there watching TV
while I was in here going through emotional turmoil.

Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and we had sex. I thought that
maybe he would open up after we
shared an intimate experience like that, but he still seemed really
distracted.


So afterwards I just cried myself to sleep. He didn't even notice how
upset
I was!


I don't know, I just don't know what he thinks anymore. I don't know
what to
feel anymore. I'm on emotional overload. I'm so confused. I don't think
he
loves me anymore. Why does he have to play mind games
with me? I mean, do you think he's met someone else???


HIS SIDE OF THE STORY:


Played badly today - shot 83 - can't putt worth ####.
Felt kinda tired. Got laid though.

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