Karl,
You need to get back on your meds. Everything will be all right, just start taking your pills again.
The story behind the steaks comes from the dinner we had on the west coast run several years ago. When you have 12 people at one table, service tends to be slower. Anyway, my T bone came and was not hot. I was starving, like I usually am, and I continued to nibble until the waitress came around. She told me to keep the steak, and she'd get me a new hot one. I ate both steaks, and haven't heard the end of it since.