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I had promised Mike to not post to this thread again but scr-- that. Having been to that point not once but twice, I can tell you that depression is one of the worst things that I can imagine happening to anyone. Fortunately I was under a doctors care in the hodspital both times, and my priest was there and I honestly never did know what I did until days later when they felt I was stable enough to know. I know you have did your best and that is all God asks and all you can do. and I also know that this does not help a darn bit. But I have been praying for you and things will get better. I still have times that I really think about it, but I guess that when my mind is clear enough for me to think, my Catholic belifs take over. I would never do it if I had control of my faculties. Do not give up and if you ever want to just talk or unload on anyone you have my e-mail address. I find that unloading everything on a person that you trust is a big help and I drive my priest up the walls at times.
God Bless and we are all praying for you and your young friend.
Ron
