Well I had to have Teddy put to sleep Thursday morning and I have really been feeling depressed. He just got to the point he couldn't get around and was hurting so bad I couldn't stand to watch him suffer any more. I think part of it was triggered by his missing Sherry as it hasn't even been 5 months since I had to have her put away. Teddy would have been 10 years old next month. So after spending three nights up trying to help him with all the pain, I just felt I had no choice as none of the tests showed anything and none of the medications were helping at all. The last 5 months have been the hardest of my life and that is counting when I was in the hospital from the breakdown.
Ron