Fred,
The major differences is I don't have all of the blank spells and I feel more in control. For months I have had parts of every day that I don't remember and I always felt as if I was about to just fly all to pieces. Now I can actually walk around and not feel as if I am not in control of where I am going. It is really hard to explain, but I guess I was just on the edge of another major breakdown. And that would have been it. I actually drove to Redding today and felt as if I was driving the car instead of just being along for the ride. Went by my vets and talked to the girls and told them after things settle down and I get over some of the hurt, I may want to get another little Pom, so they said they would talk to some people for me when I feel I am ready.
I also just talked to my cousin's wife in Arkansas and the weather there is cold and wet and she said he was having a fit as there is a car show over in Branson next weekend and he wants to drive it over there. She also said they had people they hadn't seen in years suddenly show up to see how they were and then want to look at the car.
Ron