[Joe Wicked]

You should never feel the need to explain or justify yourself. If you do not want to be there, then the reason really does not matter. You served time in the military, and saw an opportunity to do something that you wanted to do. You gave it a shot, and at least achieved part of your goal. Good Job. Stay safe and come home to your family. The rest will wait. I have been dreaming of this car for 25 years and I am now seeing myself being about 2 years away from starting. I have thought about quitting my job and getting on over there, but i know I would not be able to last a year there. It would not be worth it to me. Happiness in what you do is worth more than any amount of money I have discovered.

Good luck and don't do what I did. I could have had it a few years ago, but I had given up on the dream and never made the steps to get to where i needed to be to do it. I am now making those steps, but I had to turn around and back track a little first since I went another direction.