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Well... after sitting here all day while my wife was sleeping.. just letting it all build up.....! I just got off the phone with the one person that could calm me down! Boy do I love that woman! I don't know what I'd do without her! I think I could hear her jaw drop when i told her that i didn't care if i ever owned a cobra.. I just can't stay here! But she calmed me down and assured me that things would be ok. I definitely feel much better now. I'm still not sure if I will come back. I'm putting my resume out there and we'll see what offers I get. I don't NEED to come back here for the last 6 months... but it sure would be nice for our future. My wife and i will have to sit down and weigh out all the possibilities while I'm home! See.. the 2nd 6 months are going to be the hardest I think.. Christmas, my daughters 2nd birthday, those are big days that I won't be around for!

Jerry, I figured Donnie was probably on his way out just by the recent movement. I hope he makes it home soon! I won't be too far behind even if I do decide to come back for the 2nd 6 months.

Thanks for the support guys!