[Joe Wicked]

Not looking forward to this afternoon. I have a followup appt with my doctor at 4:45 today. My diabetes has been kinda out of control for a while now and nothing is seeming to help. I think that he is going to take me off of the pills and switch me to insulin today. I am taking the max dose on 4 different medications and my blood sugars are still too high. I am already taking 1 injection twice daily, so it is not an issue with the shots themselves, but I am scared of taking too much insulin at the wrong time. Even though I know that I will take care to not do anything wrong, it is a worry of mine that I can't seem to get past. At least until it happens I guess.

I am sure that is what is going to happen today because normally they tell me over the phone how my tests came back, even when it is high. This time the nurse just said, that the Dr. wants to go over my results in person.