Tru,
Things will get better but I fear it is going to take some time. This mess didn't happen overnight and it can't be straightened out overnight. At least you have your farm to live off of. And you will find another job if you keep looking. I saw a sign on the back of a CHP car here two days ago that they are hiring. Really surprised me as this state is in such a mess. I almost wonder if that was an old car they had drug out of storage and forgot to take the sign off.
Ron