[lineslinger]

I would bet there are a lot of readers who have put themselves mentally into such a spot as the one you survived. Any observations you might offer would be ones I would certainly want to take heed of.
In other words what Jamo said..."Sorry for sharing? Are you kidding?"

Your aftermath analysis is the other, less scary half of the episode Buzz. I for one appreciate the insight you offer after the fact. Just maybe, someone can take a point of lesson learned from what happened with you, and your introspective "after" thoughts, and utilize it in a positive way.
Please, if so inclined, continue to share those thoughts and feelings.